The Lord is near. Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. ~Philippians 4:4-9

Our family is a circle of strength and love, with every birth and every union, the circle will grow, every joy shared adds more love, every crisis faced together, makes the circle stronger
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009

My heart is not ready to give up

I have cryed my eyes out since yesterday afternoon.... monday was a recheck appointment with the infertility drs. and the results came in yesterday afternoon and all I can say is they werent good. my dr has been out of the office and wont be back in untill today so i am waiting on what his final say will be...... but...... medically i dont know that there is a whole lot more that can be done (that we can afford at least) im not ready to give up, i try to say ok God is telling me this is it, but i just cant. Sam talks about having a sibling all the time... my heart is aching for another baby....... that is about all i can say right now.....

7 comments:

The HoneaBees said...

Praying for you girl!!

Sarah said...

I am so sorry. I think about you so much. You are in my prayers!!!

It is so hard to want something so bad and not to be able to make it happen.

I have cried so many tears myself lately. We have had all of the test that a my OB/GYN has recommed but nothing has shown anything. I hate feeling this upset all the time!!!

Amy said...

Oh Jennifer, I am so sorry!! Please know that I am praying for you.

one BleSSed gal! said...

Praying that God heals your broken heart. Praying that He quickly fills your heart with whatever blessings He has in store for you!

Memaw Barbie said...

God knows your heart. He had a broken heart too. He can fill that void for you. Praying that peace will come to you soon...and it will. Blessings

Leigh Ann said...

Praying for you!
Leigh Ann

Beth said...

I had my first dr tell me that I would never get pregnant. Here we are 10 years later with 2 beautiful kids. God has his own timing and his own agenda, but it is extremely hard for us to understand that. He will bring you peace and an overabundance of joy just at the right time! I am praying for that for you.